Courage...

in last month, i have closed down my friendster's blog. it took me a very long time to make this decision and painfully i did. none of my friends know i make this decision. i am not significant for people to know about my blogs too. anyhow, i know for myself that my blog is the space for me to express my feelings and share what is in me to others. i actually decided not to have my own blog anymore. what is the point of having when pains keep coming in?

today, i bravely took my courage to type out my very first post after some times. it is really very hard to bottle up all your feelings just to yourself when you can't or don't know how to express to anyone. it is painful, dark though. no one understands. no one comprehends.

i am glad and thank God that i meet a bunch of new friends in my uni life. it is really touching and great meeting them. i hope in these years to come, we will continue to be great friends ever. hey friends that you know whom i mentioned.(especially cheryl, kumiko and kk) i really grateful to have you all. it is touching and fun having you all around every day of uni life. i just want to tell you all that, i might not be the bestEST friend of all, but i will be trueST friend to you all! i hope in this new pathway of my life, will be coloured beautifully by you all. take care and love you always!

thanks to kk today that you purposely drove your car out just to give me a ride to take my senior's labcoat back to college. i felt so sorry making you parking up hill. thanks a million for that! =)